“i am nothing on my own but everything because of god.”

-Kaila Wilde

Baring My Soul: Goodbye, Chapter 30.

Baring My Soul is a category of writing where I share a personal piece of my life’s journey in an effort to do my part in maintaining connection because when we share our stories, we let someone know that they are not alone.

“She lived life as if it had been created just for her.” - Maya Angelou

Tomorrow, I will celebrate 31 trips around the sun a.k.a. my 31st birthday. I know I am so blessed. No matter what has or has not transpired in my life, I am here. I possess the ability to live the life that I create. Here is a list of 30 things that were affirmed about myself and life during chapter 30. Enjoy. 

  1. It is important to pay attention to how I feel - emotionally and physically. 

  2. When I can’t sleep, I talk to God.

  3. Drinking water is no longer negotiable. 

  4. Feelings are not facts, but they are real and deserve to be addressed.

  5. Consistency will take you to the next level. 

  6. I only have to prove myself to myself. 

  7. Personal space has its place in a relationship. 

  8. A good time is sometimes all that we need. 

  9. When I’m down and blue, a good ass comedic show or movie can bring me some joy. 

  10. God is always listening. Amen. 

  11. Time is relative and subjective. 

  12. I find myself more and more in awe of nature. 

  13. I know shit, but I also know that I don’t know shit. 

  14. There is a lesson in everything. 

  15. Real life is the gray area - not just black or just white. 

  16. Our parents were just finding their way like we are finding ours. 

  17. Sometimes I need noise and sometimes I crave silence.

  18. On some level, the seasons impact how I feel. 

  19. Rest in my knowings. Ms. E. Williams taught me that. I will love her forever for that lesson.

  20. Soon and very soon, I am going to have to better align my body with my mind and soul. 

  21. I am going to forever be a teacher, but I won’t always be in the classroom. 

  22. Love happens again. 

  23. Most people just want to be heard. 

  24. Love is an action. 

  25. A person with a grateful heart and attitude is always going to be ok. 

  26. When I need an answer that requires me to dig deep, I must be willing to dig deeper and deeper until I find it. 

  27. A piece of God lives in each of us. 

  28. I always have a choice. 

  29. Balance is a priority for my life. 

  30. I am constantly stepping into all of the blessings and abundance that God has in store for me. 

Much love. 

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